31 December 2016

Only Time

There are lots of things that you can't change right now. The things you can, you are changing for the better. Hopefully your constant effort and perseverance will yield results. But unfortunately, only time will tell...

Happy New Year!

22 December 2016


Following on from last post... I am trying to draw a sleeping luck dragon for a birthday card, and it's... um...

Remind me to never undertake anything similar ever again.

19 December 2016

Klaus Doldinger - Das Boot theme

... Turns out Klaus Doldinger did other cool stuff before The Neverending Story soundtrack, and I've only just got round to listening to it! The beginning of the main theme isn't the most exciting thing, but it progressively gets better and better...

18 December 2016

Subjective ramblings -- Minimalism, The Durutti Column and infinity.

   "It is this continuous and entire presentness, amounting, as it were, to the perpetual creation of  itself, that one experiences as a kind of instantaneousness: as though if only one were infinitely more acute, a single infinitely brief instant would be long enough to see everything, to experience the work in all its depth and fullness, to be forever convinced by it."

--- Michael Fried, Art and Objecthood, 1966.

Fried's Art and Objecthood was the first attempt at theorising Minimalist (or literalist) art, drawing on work by Robert Morris, Donald Judd, Robert Smithson, and others. He closes this complex and at first seemingly esoteric essay with an account of Tony Smith's night drive through the then-unfinished New Jersey turnpike. Smith drove past mounds of industrial materials and urban debris, and what struck him was the infinity, the 'endlessness' of what he saw, which seemed to him precisely at odds with the finite nature of the pre-Minimalist art world in which he operated. Institutional art seemed restrictive in comparison to the wealth and inexhaustibility of everyday experience.

It's not always that art theory and artists' statements hit home for me. But Fried's essay certainly did, though it took time to figure out why.

There's a point in my mind where lots of seemingly diverse things converge on a single, visceral plane of experience: Minimalist sculpture, night drives, Israel, The Durutti Column, limbo, and infinity. Since the visceral and the intellectual are practically binaries opposite to each other, it is difficult to rationally explain this point of convergence.

For a start, why Israel?

 Having spent six years of my childhood in Israel, in Rehovot, I have strange, unorganised memories of the place: palm trees; scorching heat; flying cockroaches; the annual Kapparot festival, when a huge crowd of people gathered just outside our apartment block and slaughtered roosters for sacrifice in broad daylight (and that wasn't the worst of it).

But some of my better memories were related to a profound and unexplainable sense of timelessness. Israel in the '90s seemed to be in limbo, somewhere between tradition and modernization. There was an interactive science park at the Weizmann institute, and nearby were strange, towering sculptures, framed by exotic plants and trees, There's something about those sculptures that embedded itself very firmly in me, something which I only latently realised was the 'presence' of sculpture that Fried describes. It seems that it is when sculpture is abstract that it becomes dominantly present and uncanny: familiar and unfamiliar at the same time.

The Middle East had its particular and jarring aesthetic, but also its particular sound.  I didn't hear that sound until much later, when I first listened to The Durutti Column. Vini Reilly is someone who -- to go back to the epigraph -- has me forever convinced of his art, convinced of its depth and fullness. It is the 'presentness', and endlessness of his work that feeds my conviction. He writes in a way that people have described as 'timeless,' and timelessness implies that it is somehow exterior to time, but perhaps it's better to think of his work as something which occupies many moments of time simultaneously; it seems to look both forward and backward.

And it is also everywhere (and nowhere) at once. Vini's music is so infused with seemingly diverse musical traditions -- Latin-American,  African, maybe even Middle-Eastern ones. At the same time it is impossible to place it geographically, precisely because it is not embedded in any one framework.

But without being singular, The Durutti Column is nevertheless associated with Israel for me. Palm trees hidden behind a melancholy haze, road trips to the sea, massive sculptures acting as shields of the glaring sun, the quality of being constantly plunged into and then immediately pulled away from happiness.

The other day, on a night drive through the city, I put on the recording of The Missing Boy performed at Domo Arigato. It is a fantastical, surreal, inexhaustible, infinite performance -  and it is none of those things, because words are, as always, insufficient.

During the drive I found myself in the midst of a thick blanket of fog, which seemed to descend out of nowhere, thicker than I had ever seen it. The experience was like riding on the rings of Saturn; occasionally another vehicle would appear - a fragmented meteorite exuding light - and then fall away again. During this experience of limbo, a lot of the vague associations  described above suddenly converged, like cosmic bodies colliding into orbit around a planet.

What seems to happen in The Missing Boy is the coming-alive or coming-into-being of a multitude of temporal and geographical moments, which all converge into one colossal and overwhelming memory. This memory is relived, repeated like a musical phrase, and eventually gains new significance through development. At 3:55 the memory takes off into an entirely new direction, then  momentarily returns, then veers off course again in a head-spinning and reeling vertigo of nostalgia and melancholy, a search for something or someone which cannot be assuaged. And finally --  the return home to the inescapable, original form of the memory, bringing everything full circle.

Life is at every turn full of 'the missing boy.' The missing boy is a feeling, as well as a person;he is future and past; memory and place; 'the dream is better, and the end is always the same...'

8 December 2016

Youth Lagoon, you are sorely missed.

... A mind-blowing sound if ever there was one. Just when you think the sound palette has exhausted itself, he adds something else to the mix. I  don't usually ''do'' noise, but this noise is absolutely sublime. I miss YL terribly, and I'm still kicking myself for passing up on an opportunity to see him live before the project ended.

3 December 2016

Commodity and simulacrum in "Transformation": Soviet animation through the lens of Late Capitalism

To Whom It May Concern

The tendency to see Soviet animation as embedded in a propagandist enterprise dominates most, if not all, literature on the culture of the moving image in the USSR. There have, in recent years, been some attempts to redress this emphasis; David Macfayden, in his study on the cartoons of Soyuzmultfilm, comments that 'if they were supposed to be political, they were neither written nor received on those terms (1).

What prevents us, then, from accessing the later productions of Soyuzmultfilm via a postmodern logic, the logic of late capitalism, as Fredric Jameson famously called it? (2) Soyuzmultfilm's later output (from the 1970s onwards) seems particularly to lend itself to this kind of reading, coinciding as it does with the development of theories of postmodernism and new critical approaches to Marxist philosophy.

Transformation, which dates from 1982 and was directed by Nikolai Serebryakov (by then an experienced artist and director), engages, not in an uncritical way, with consumer culture, capitalism, materialism and the role of the human subject within the matrix formed by those terms. It centers around the character of an elderly man, Antonio, who faces an identity crisis in a new postindustrial and postmodern age. The narrator informs us that 'the new times were too fast for him; the old had departed, never to return again.' A subject at odds with the proliferation of consumer culture, Antonio feels isolated and eventually undergoes a transformation, choosing to live on his own terms in a world of his own memories.

The opening sequence realises an endless cycle of consumption and fragmentation. The world is seen only through mirrors, in which objects are fleeting and continuously broken up.  Mirroring is a device which produces simulacra, in Jean Baudrillard's sense of the word. Baudrillard's seminal 1981 essay Simulacra and Simulation posits the simulacrum as a copy without an original, a signifier without a referent.(3) According to Baudrillard, there are three stages of the development of the simulacrum; in the second stage, the gap between representation and reality becomes confused owing to the mass-reproducibility of objects and the rise of commodity culture.  In the 'third', postmodern, stage of the development of the simulacrum, the representation precedes the actual object.

Transformation realises this third stage of the simulacrum; objects are seen and known only through their reflections in mirrors, only through their images. The automobiles thrown into the scrap yard are commodities, but we perceive only images of these commodities; hypermaterialism and hyperconsumerism result in an annihilitation of materiality, so that the automobile may not even exist outside the image we have of it.

Adding to this concept of the simulacra is the confusion elicited by the fact that we are not only looking at images of objects but also at images of images; the appearance of Warhol's prints, universally recogniseable as artistic products, are also embedded in this frenetic opening sequence. It is impossible to know where images or representations end and where reality begins.
The inclusion of the human body in this sequence, or rather its parts, introduces the role of the human subject, who is integrated into commodity culture and who knows no wholeness or identity in this environment. This frenetic urban environment can be known merely through metonymy, where isolated fragments and parts (of bodies as well as vehicles) fail to refer to a coherent whole. Overall the lack of distinction in the opening credits between man and machine, between human and commodity, acts as a mise-en-scene of the fragmentation of identity that will later become a crucial theme for Antonio and the other characters.

This exposition is then followed by the narrative proper. Antonio, seated in a high-backed chair against a backdrop of steam locomotive diagrams, examines an old framed photograph. Although not participating in the frenzy around him, he becomes endlessly caught up in it, until his photograph is destroyed and he is forced to leave. He soon discovers a park inhabited by two cats, formerly human subjects - one a teacher and the other a professor of medicine. All three embark on a journey into their memories, which are simultaneously a source of torment and a source of comfort.

That human subjects transform into animals is dictated by the necessity of returning to a natural world free of suffocating material culture. Yet it is not merely a positive transformation that takes place here. The survival of the animals is only possible through their invisibility and their retreat into an atemporal world; in the culture of high visibility which prevails in the late capitalist mode, invisibility is the other pole of the dialectical opposition. Both poles ultimately result in a destruction of sorts,  since the visibility and proliferation of images results in their meaninglessness, while invisibility of the subject results in his/her annihilation (how are we to know if someone exists if we can't see them?).

Memory and the past prove to be just as susceptible to the intrusions of consumerism as the present. They are also structured by the commodity and the simulacrum - the characters of the past (the young Antonio, Antonio's partner, the teacher, and the doctor) are represented by photographs, as opposed to dolls like that of the Old Antonio. This is not merely an aesthetic decision used to distinguish one temporality from another; it is intrinsic to the understanding that Antonio's current lived experience in the late capitalist mode impacts his vision of the past. Loss and trauma is problematised for Antonio by the fact that his vision of his wife is known only through a simulacrum - the photograph - that makes him question whether she ever even existed as in "original" form. Thus the photograph, embedded in the discourse of late capitalism, operates not merely as a reminder of Antonio's wife; it also operates as a reminder that the past is mediated by a present which threatens to engulf it.

In both episodes of the past, in which the Teacher and the Doctor respectively become engrossed in their private memories, the role of commodity culture intrudes. The teacher's class photograph, which introduces her memory, is revealed to be part of a large ornate vase (onto which the faces of her students have been printed). This marriage of simulacrum and commodity emphasises the way in which consumer culture reduces memory and the past to compact objects or artefacts. This is not the first time that a commodity becomes a container for human subjectivity in the animation; earlier, in the first sequence showing Antonio in a domestic interior, the framed photograph carries the same meanings. Like Antonio's picture, the vase is a fragile and metonymic remnant of a once coherent and whole past that is constantly threatened by destruction.

The Teacher's daughter, whose entrance is signalled by the musical motif of the opening credits (and which therefore bears a strong association to commodity culture) is represented by what seem to be mutiple fashion magazine cut-outs of a model presented in various poses. Her duplicity, her rapid changing of outfits and poses, signals the rapidity of her consumer habits. She is herself a commodity and simulacrum, an image without substance,  an image which morphs with dizzying rapidity according to the dictates of ever-changing patterns of consumerism.

Among the paradoxes that are played out in the animation is the paradox of Antonio's desire to return to an earlier mode of capitalism, which engendered the one he is currently experiencing. He inhabits a post-industrial and post-modern society but seeks return to an industrial and modern one, the one he finds in his memories. I designate this an industrial society because the steam locomotives point directly to the emergence of industry, and a modern one because certain cultural signifiers which appear in the land of memory (such as the professor's top hat and his instruments)  designate a late 20th century moment of bourgeois capitalism. The stereoscopic appearance of this land of memory is likewise a direct aesthetic quotation of this high modernist period; it is a form of photography which precedes the late capitalist and postmodern simulacrum or 'copy without an original.' Attempts to resolve this paradox are perhaps not as useful as noting simply that, as with the other characters, Antonio's memories are tainted with the retrospective realisation that all modernist moments lead to a later postmodern moment; the intrusion of this later moment functions as a comment on its pervasive influence.

At the same time, Antonio's break with postmodern society is never really definitive or finalised one. He is forced out of his memories when he remembers his granddaughter Daniella; for her, he makes an attempt at reintegration into postmodern society. Yet he once again finds himself incapable of survival; as soon as he becomes visible, he is commodified by the other inhabitants of the building, who bedeck him with ribbons and deposit their commodities on him.

Antonio's departure is then followed finally by Daniella's poignant search for her grandfather, which also functions as her search for her own identity or origin. As she wanders through the streets alone, she sees her own reflection, multiplied by the mirrors which structure her urban space. Daniella is faced with what Jacques Lacan termed the 'mirror stage,' a child's confrontation with his/her mirror image. (2)
For Lacan, the child's confrontation with the mirror image constitutes the first steps in the production of an ego and is crucial to the child's development of individual subjectivity. Yet the multiplicity of reflections here makes Daniella's identification as a unique subject impossible. The impossibility of choosing an identity, of deciding which image is representative of the original, is as much a challenge as finding her grandfather and her root in time and history.

The resolution of Transformation sees Daniella's reunion with her grandfather and their retreat into an atemporal world of memory. This optimistic concluding note of reunion is nevertheless marred by both Daniella's and Antonio's failure to find a place in society, and their need to leave reality for a fantasy that does not always produce positive emotions.

Ultimately, the titular "transformation" itself remains ambiguous and posits an almost infinite number of questions and problems. Is transformation reactionary or reactive, a necessity if one is to survive in postindustrial society? Or is it on the contrary a free and independent choice, a choice which is unmediated by the strictures of consumerism or late capitalism ? Is transformation the very condition of capitalism (since it requires us to change endlessly on a par with the market)? Finally, is transformation positive or negative?

Our inability to find straightforward responses to any of these questions points perhaps to the pervasiveness of the postmodern, late-capitalist need for transformation; the hermeneutic duplicity of our response to the animation stages our own constant subjection to the dictates of endless metamorphosis. Nothing can be singular, or true, or real, for too long.

1) Macfayden, David,  Yellow Crocodiles and Blue Oranges, (Montréal: Mcgill-Queen's University Press, 2005), p. xii.
2) Fredric Jameson, Postmodernism: The Cultural Logic of Late Capitalism (London: Verso, 1991)
3) Jean Baudrillard, Simulacra and Simulation, trans. Sheila Glaser, (Ann Arbor, University of Michigan Press, 1994)
4) See for example Dylan Evans, An Introductory Dictionary of Lacanian Psychoanalysis (New York: Brunner Routledge, 1996), p. 42.

28 November 2016

Look Mum No Computer

Look Mum No Computer is an analog electronics project with a strong DIY ethos and a very particular aesthetic, one that seems almost anachronistic (as almost everything I like usually is). It reminds me somewhat of the 1987 film ASSA, in which the lead character Bananan also has a penchant for electronics and found objects, with which he clutters up his room. The metallic helmet also finds its counterpart at the very beginning of this film.

LMNC has 'kind of an exhibition' coming up on 10th December -- a showcase of DIY 'synthesizers, synth bikes and circuit bent video equipment.' @ St John on Bethnal Green in London. Event page here.

28 September 2016

Emerald Web

Just when I think I've listened to everything that is 'so me', I find something else that fits the bill: this time it is the music of 70s/80s analog electronic/ folk duo Emerald Web.

From the first notes of that crackly arpeggio, I just knew I was going to love it. Intrigued to hear more!

23 September 2016

The ''heart-wall'' and alternative medicine

The other day I had a peak at a book that my Mum's friend got for her; it's called The Emotion Code. I can't really tell yet if it truly provides what it aspires to  - a ''future medicine''- but as I was reading I found one concept to be really accurate and credible.

Nelson writes about the existence of a 'heart-wall', (in detail here) which the body builds after trauma in order to prevent the heart from further emotional injury. This 'wall' can sometimes come up very unexpectedly and can 'block us from fully opening our hearts to others.'

I know, I know: most people would dismiss this, and other forms of alternative medicine, as 'pseudo - profound bullshit'  (I was extremely surprised at the narrow-mindedness of that Independent article by the way). but Bradley Nelson really seemed to hit the nail on the head with that observation. Who can really say they've never experienced a sudden numbness, defiance, even carelessness after trauma resulting from the heart-wall?

Anyway, my criteria for good art now is that it has to pull down the heart wall. Not just tug at the heartstrings holding it up but pull the whole damn thing down till you feel utterly defenceless, vulnerable, but alive.

 A Tarkovsky film, Astrid Lindgren's short stories, a Bach prelude.. they all do the trick. 

2 September 2016

Bugs Life

Someone recorded the sound of crickets, then slowed down the recording to reveal a beautiful chorus of harmonious voices. Sounds almost Disney-esque.

Check it out below:

23rd Sept 2016:

Have checked this out in more detail and turns out it is a scam. But what a great-sounding scam!!!

12 June 2016


Picking up an RM1X in Cash Converters for £140 was admittedly a bit of a gamble, and of course half the pads (including the play button) aren't working, but it's still amazing what this thing can do.
A YouTube search of 'RM1X' yields nothing but endless techno and house remixes which completely lack development and seem entirely to ignore all the onboard programming possibilities, as well as all the effects units. There's an uncharted territory with this sequencer that somehow no one seems to have thought of accessing yet, the territory of simple melody-driven pop songs.

Anyway,  for an advocate of underrated things and an opponent of excessive spending on music gear, the RM1X is ideal. I just wish I can get those pads and buttons fixed quickly.

All this also got me thinking about equipment videos - why are they often so remarkably unappealing? Why aren't there more like this one with Adrian Utley? That Minibrute sounds completely out of this world.

5 June 2016

When Will You Come Home

'Making noises like a dog,/
making noises you can't hear'
....has got to be one of the saddest lyrics ever.

Also, this song should end at 2:15 - it'd be better that way.

4 March 2016


... Nope, that's not supposed to be 'MARK', and that letter is definitely the right way round. Маяк means lighthouse in Russian. "Маяк" was (they are no longer active) a Ukrainian band from Kharkov.


16 February 2016

(Im)practical tips and (un)sound advice

We're over half way through February! This means it's time for the Mid-Month Motivational Message:
You're an amazing person. You do amazing things. And if you don't, then you will do amazing things in the future. Just keep at it.

Now, if the following picture applies to you, please read on...

So you really want to make some cool sounds but for one reason or another you don't know where to begin. You have a really bad digital keyboard that you got at a carboot sale (or maybe your grandma, thinking you'd be in raptures over it, gave you it for Christmas).

Now you happen to have an alright DAW (that means anything that isn't Audacity). And in that DAW you notice an intriguing little option:

If you enable this option, you can hear yourself while recording. So far, not so good. What difference does it make if you hear your trashy keyboard going through your DAW or not?

Well, your DAW happens to have another inconspicuous button mysteriously lit up with the green light of success:

 Clicking on it, you find filters, a dozen choruses, several reverbs, and a range of delays. Add as few or as many as you like to the 'FX chain'. Make sure 'Monitor Input' is on. And this is when you will bless the fateful carboot sale (or your grandma) a million times, because the keyboard will sound nothing like its trashy pre-FX self.

The basic equation is
trashy keyboard + FX + monitor input = sounds unheard by human ears

All of the above might be complete codswallop. But you're not doing it wrong if no one knows what you're doing.